Saturday, June 30, 2007

Saturday Sorrowful Drama

A day of sorrow a day of weep. A day of reconciliation but has been avoided due to some circumstances. An another problem arose and gave a new life for a painful drama. Leaving myself from my past is what I want to do. A problem that keep us begging to solve but we cant.

Is life like this? Does the first born child feels this way? Depression from my family kept in my back. Bringing it until the day of my death. Was death is really good? Can death solve it? I wish to write a deathnote but i cant. I dont want to leave the people whom i loved. I dont want to leave my friends, i dont want to leave her. Is it better that me must die instead of one whom I loved.

A day ended with tears on my eyes and hide in a happy mask. I just want to end this. I just want to end it right now. Someone please catch me. I need friends to help me.