Introducing an another site.

I made this forum for everyone. Pls post here and if you want i can make you a moderator.

www.thecoolforum.com/rockyourworld.html

I have a sick/

I am sorry guys. but i cant pdate my blog this next days because i have sick. im sorry and still need to study. sorry guys. hope youll still visit me tnx.

A feel of being accepted.

I am so happy. I never thought that I will be accepted by her. I was so happy that she accept me no matter who I am no matter what is my appearance no matter who the hell am I. I dont want to waste this opportunity she gave to me. I wont pass this feeling I do feel now. She is the only reason why I am living. I will kept my promise to her forever.

If all of this ends my life will also end. I will love her forever even that I must pay my life. ^^

introducing a site.

ehem I want to introduce to you a forum site made by my friend. Her name was angelica if you wil review the chatbox you will see her there. so this is the forum she created.

http://www.thecoolforum.com/angelica.html

it is an interesting forum. hope that you guys will visit her side. thank you! ^_^

Death

Depression and sadness overwhelms me. Everyday pass, a sorrowful pain is piercing me in all directions. Problems cant never been solved. Past and memories which cant be brought back always come in my dream. I dont know if I will stand it much longer. I dont know how? An another day pass. I am so very tired. I am so very sleepy and I want to sleep very long even in one day. I just want to take a break from all this pains. What will happen if I became a ghost?

I see my self lying on floor filled with blood. I can see my self rushing towards me with blood on its face staring at me with his bloody eyes. I can see my self die in different positions with blood scattered around the floor. Sorrow and anger is mixed upon me. I dont know what to do. I kept myself into dark and afraid to see the light. Cheering me up cant help me. I really dont know how. I see myself dying little by little on my own room on my own dress on my own eyes.

I just want to end it now but I cant. I promise to her that I will not leave her side. I wont. But is there any solution to end this sorrow? Is there any other way to end all of this crap. I dont want to escape but it forces me. I want a help. I dont demand. I am so tired I want to sleep. And I will keep my promise to her forever. I am only living because of her. I can see the shadow of death behind me but i am not afraid because I know that someday I will surpass all of this. I hope so.

TRUST (Not the other one.)

There is one ingredient in a relationship which is really important its name is trust. you know last night me and my friend name trust get along with each other and i am happy having a conversation with mr.trust. you know trust is one of the important thing we must earned thats why we need to trust. a relationship without trust is a crap relationship because you will not earn anything without trust. Many relationships get broke because of lack of trust. I know many people know about this but I just want to share this as a request from Mr. Trust.

You know it is not hard to have a Trust. Trust is like a material we buy at convenience stores sometimes its like a product in a magazine which offer us some trust. Just keep this in your mind, no one can live withour trust.

I know it looks nonsense but I just want to talk about trust. I just want to share what I just realize in the value name trust. And I really appreciated it because Trust has many important use thats why I like to trust.

Something to share..

All of us know the meaning KJ or stand for Kill Joy. We always do take literally the meaning of KJ and always say it to people who stop us on doing some things that can make us happy. One day while I am walking at streets something pops up on my mind. I just realize that there are some points are need to consider in saying that the person is a kill joy.

Kill Joy for me are the persons who doesnt like the interest of others and wants his interest to be favor by anyone without understanding the others interest also. Hehe I know that it looks crap but thats the way i think on it. hehe look example if someones likes another and the one next to him doesnt like it. He will do a thing that will let the person suffer like getting angry or walkout. hahaha i guess my point is not that clear hehe..

anyweiz i hope my blog will spread and i really want to share my thoughts. if you have some thoughts to share pls tell it to me and ill post it for you and put your name on it. hehe

Friends yet to discover yet to loose..

My day is good and I am in a good shape even that I am sleepy hehe. No problems in school but still in home. I am still leave those behind on my back and focus on my studies. One of my friends get angry with me because of what my brother did. I get very depressed. In a time of loneliness and sad, new friends sprout which has the same situation as mine. I never thought that I will have friends which has the same interest and current situation as mine. I wish that my other friend realize that my brother is still a kid and needs more to understand.

A good start

I woke up late that day because I slept late last night. Our maid wake me and told me that it is time to wake up and get reasy to school. I still cant forget what happened last saturday. Last sunday my beloved one and I had a misunderstanding and it grow up into a great depress. After some peace talks me and her are now ok.

I forgot that I have been sent to discipline office last friday and i didnt retrieved my school ID. Oh yeah it sucks that I get a 5 rule breaking records at my school this 1st month of my college life. Haha can you give me some tips on how to avoid them? hehe. I am not that sad because my friend join with me in going to school and have a good time with him. My beloved one reply at my text message and my day is now in good shape.

Our test this day is much difficult than the previous one forcing me to use my sharingan (cheat) hehe. My friends and I play in a computer shop and have a good time. It is so good to have a happy moments after a series of problems.

I got surprise when one of my classmates is a member of a band with has an experience in joining some gigs. It is good to have a conversation on them about your interests.

As for now I am happy. But i miss her T_T.

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